Tuesday, July 27, 2010
I wannabe rapper :)
I'm on top of the world and I'm feeling no hate.
You're the only reason that I'm feeling so great.
I know already, I wanna like you
we walk, we talk, we text till 2
Your standing there in your clique
I just want to kiss you on your cheek,
But your friends would stare, and give me a glare
I can sense they don't want me there,
"who is this boy, who's stealing our joy?"
I recall a spider within your humble abode
I should have gone, I could have rode
you wanted me there, to run my fingers through your hair
and tell you its alright, because there's nothing to fright
But I didn't come, I stayed home like a bum
It would have been fun, what we could of done
But it was okay, saved for another day
Then you vanished, you were gone for a week,
we didn't chill, we didn't text, we didn't speak.
I began to worry, the thoughts started to scare me
what if she's mad? what if shes sad?
what if she has grown a sudden detest?
and for a week I couldn't rest.
I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat, I just felt incomplete.
And then you returned, with good news galore
you were grounded and you didn't ignore.
I was relieved,
but you had deceived
you told me you liked me
and this totally psyched me.
you gave me desire
that I couldn't aquire
"I dont know how to say this, but there's another guy"
so its all been a lie!
anger flowing through my veins
the clouds cover and it starts to rain,
the drops of sadness pound above my hall
as I clench my fist and begin to crawl
the music is pumping, and my heart is thumping
I yell and scream, to blow off some steam
my fist still clenched, my clothes are drenched
my nausious stomach is being ripped and wrenched
madness and sadness mix and mingle, oh how I hate being single
my delirious mind leaves me furious,
how she can be so spurious,
I thrust the ball of flesh on the end of my arm
it strikes the wall but does no harm,
I swing again,
it echoes the den,
I feel my knuckles penetrate the membrane
I must refrane from striking again,
but my fist keeps moving, I don't know what I'm proving,
I just keep punching, my knuckles are crunching
the rage simmers my blood as I lay on my bed depleted
a tear rolls down my cheek and I feel defeated,
I need some air,
this isn't fair.
one in the morning I leave my house
sneaking out as quiet as a mouse
no shirt no shoes,
no need to snooze
I begin to sprint, and sprint I did
I just ran and ran and then I hid,
fatigue to the point of illness,
laying on the road in utter stillness
spending my time squandering and pondering
over the girl that kept my mind wandering.
Look at me now, I was on top of the world
but things got swirled, twisted, and twirled.
there's one thing to keep in mind
and love is blind.
Rap with your own emotion and feeling........
I'm not really a rapper, just felt like doing it.......Today my day was good, finally no more coursework WOOhoo......
After school played basketball with Huitian and Kevin and Jiehui was awesome by i have to go back early :( On the way home, i was thinking of making Chocolate pancake. And i did! But it look sucks and too sweet :( After eating everything, i went for cycling ....Phew i was tired and came back with a headache OMG! Okay now I'm finish posting. Ready to drink
MORE WATER :)
To all of you out there, All the best for your coming exams :) JY!
5:17 AM
Monday, July 26, 2010
妳的淚光柔弱中帶傷, 慘白的月彎彎勾住過往. 夜太漫長凝結成了霜.
Your tears reflect pain in its tenderness, The pale white crescent moon hooks onto the past. The endless night freezing into frost.
菊 花 台
Ju hua tai
One of my favorite Chinese song :D
5:41 AM
Thursday, July 15, 2010
I got ice in my veins,
blood in my eyes
Hate in my heart,
love in my mind
I seen nights full of pain,
days of the same
You keep the sunshine,
save me the rain
I search but never find,
hurt but never cry
I work and forever try,
but I’m cursed, so never mind
And it’s worse,
but better times seem further and beyond
The top gets higher the more that I climb
The spot gets smaller, and I get bigger
HAIS SIAN Ah nothing to do ,and I'm sososo sorry i didn't update my bloggy hahah!
:)
6:45 AM